These Little Wonders

(Lana and Zhi, this post is for you guys!)

I’ve never been a fan of making decisions, come to think of it. I’m always procrastinating and waiting till the very last minute before finally deciding. But this has to change!

So far there’ve been offers from NTU and SMU, really really wonderful offers. Tempting (and possibly everything I used to think I wanted) but something’s just holding me back! I’ve been very pensive of late, mostly ‘cos I can’t decide what it is I really want. It’s always nice to have options to choose from, I guess, but I’m really having a hard time deciding ‘cos I don’t want to pick something I’ll regret. I wish I had the gift of discernment!

So yeah, I’ve been praying very hard about this. There’s the scholarship interview with FASS on Tuesday. Guess I’ll see how that one goes and maybe decide from there. (See what I mean by waiting till the last minute?) I need direction in life man! I’m so clueless!

But I’ve come to realise how blessed I am. The ‘A’ Level results were big enough a blessing, not to mention a huge (but pleasant) surprise. Now God’s presenting me with so many possibilities – practically everything I’ve ever dreamed of – I don’t even think I deserve all this.

Ah well, uni issues aside, we’re flying off to LA on Sunday! Haven’t bought all the stuff we need (or think we need, at least) so this week’s the week to settle all that. Could’ve done it last week too, but I went back to work! Long story there, shall not bother repeating it, haha! (Actually it’s quite short and simple, but still I’m too lazy to type.) Uh and there’s driving which I really have to focus on this week ‘cos my test is only one week away from the day I come back from US!

I’m so gonna fail! And it’s Auto I’m learning. How embarrassing is that!

Can’t wait for the trip though. We leave Sunday morning… that’s less than a week from now! Anyone want anything from US? Or Hong Kong? We’ll be stopping over for a couple of days on our way back from LA!